Deep conversations

I've never been a fan of small talk. I just don't like it. I always get flustered and I stress about having nothing to say. But I'm thankful good, meaningful, deep conversations. I'm thankful for conversations where thought and opinions and concerns can be shared freely, where you have no thought to judge and you're not worried about being judged yourself. I need to figure out how I can have more conversations like that in my life!